the past 2 days had been considerably bad. didnt really mean and of coz dun wana start a war again for the same old stupid problem that i cant get over but well it just happened again. damn tired....y cant i just get over it once and for all instead of always revolving my stupid little heart around it. argh...*bang wall*. pls get a life shan!
but well...at least its ok again. today was kinda fun although the weather is killing me. thx.
honestly. this time u have really hurt me yah. i can ask u cheerfully why u didnt bother to contact me for one whole day on sat but im just hurting real badly inside. i can lose my stupid temper easily at u but i always regret it later. i can hold back my tears when toking to u but cant after that. im really seriously learning to let everything go. to dont be so selfish anymore. to think from ur pt of view. if only u can give me the time and understand me too. i dun wana let go so easily. i hope u dun too.
but well...at least its ok again. today was kinda fun although the weather is killing me. thx.
honestly. this time u have really hurt me yah. i can ask u cheerfully why u didnt bother to contact me for one whole day on sat but im just hurting real badly inside. i can lose my stupid temper easily at u but i always regret it later. i can hold back my tears when toking to u but cant after that. im really seriously learning to let everything go. to dont be so selfish anymore. to think from ur pt of view. if only u can give me the time and understand me too. i dun wana let go so easily. i hope u dun too.
.feel it.
12:01 AM
12:01 AM
boring week...haiz. so stayed at home and rot again today. should have gone work instead of 'rejecting' kumon yew tee again today yah ha. anyway work yesterday was crazy...ended at about 11pm...but actually i kind of enjoyed working yesterday waha. i must be mad. maybe coz i was doing reciatation with the kids which is what i like yah. but guess when sy leave next week and mai leave end of next month work will be even more sian..no one to crap with!
i know some things cant be helped. so why am i still feeling down at times! its nothing and i make it into something that matters suddenly. haiz. wish that sometimes i can be so motivated to work too...but on the other hand its another different issue altogether bah.
forgive me for being wilful but i've always been like this since young. stupid me. =S
anyways...looking forward to sat with my gals. =)
i know some things cant be helped. so why am i still feeling down at times! its nothing and i make it into something that matters suddenly. haiz. wish that sometimes i can be so motivated to work too...but on the other hand its another different issue altogether bah.
forgive me for being wilful but i've always been like this since young. stupid me. =S
anyways...looking forward to sat with my gals. =)
.feel it.
5:52 PM
5:52 PM
went eating and then singing on sat nite...had a nice time yah though my singing was kinda bad that nite waha...i want my full voice back! argh...ha. yah and thanx for the cake and everything wen!
watched disney on ice with dear on sunday! haha...ok so more than 3 quarters of the stadium is occupied by kids and parents haha but the show was very very nice! admire how all the performers skate sia haha. makes me have the urge to visit the ice-skating rink ha...but i'm not pro at skating lah =. yah then went to have buffet dinner at sakura...the food was quite good too...
thx dear luvya.
n also thx everyone who remembered =).
watched disney on ice with dear on sunday! haha...ok so more than 3 quarters of the stadium is occupied by kids and parents haha but the show was very very nice! admire how all the performers skate sia haha. makes me have the urge to visit the ice-skating rink ha...but i'm not pro at skating lah =. yah then went to have buffet dinner at sakura...the food was quite good too...
thx dear luvya.n also thx everyone who remembered =).
.feel it.
12:40 AM
12:40 AM
met up with guiding pals today...had quite a lot of fun actually haha. never see some of them for quite a long period of time yah and catching up talking craps was good. thanx for the early celebration of bdae and prezzies i really appreciate it. =)
yap give me an album which lead to me flipping through my old album at home haha...looking at all those old pics really brings back a lot of memories...and i never realise we all look kinda different from the past now haha. in a good way that is.
n that pig still laughed at the way i looked in sec sch...argh. waha. sec sch was like 2 year+ before le ok! =P. i had a nice time today. thx =D
anddddddd....please please let me recover from the terrible flu im having now! its really driving me crazy.
yap give me an album which lead to me flipping through my old album at home haha...looking at all those old pics really brings back a lot of memories...and i never realise we all look kinda different from the past now haha. in a good way that is.
n that pig still laughed at the way i looked in sec sch...argh. waha. sec sch was like 2 year+ before le ok! =P. i had a nice time today. thx =D
anddddddd....please please let me recover from the terrible flu im having now! its really driving me crazy.
.feel it.
11:32 PM
11:32 PM
ok so i'm in my first week of hols and yet fell sick again...=( this time with sore throat and fever. haiz. nothing exciting happened in hols so far...been working and all that, catching up time with wen also. but then due to me falling sick again, cancelled our shopping trip today...sob. hopefully even when her attacthment start next week still got lots of time to meet up ok!
pig lost his hp yesterday night sia aiyoh. blur. lucky got it back and everything's fine yah.
write another time, my head's spinning again...
n im turning 19 very soon! faint. i prefer 18 lah.
pig lost his hp yesterday night sia aiyoh. blur. lucky got it back and everything's fine yah.
write another time, my head's spinning again...
n im turning 19 very soon! faint. i prefer 18 lah.
.feel it.
10:26 PM
10:26 PM
last day at rp tanglin campus ended. hmm i will really miss tanglin...although the campus is small and all that it still has a special feel yah. whats more its so close to town! waha. yup n as for pf0109...guess i will kinda miss them too...the funny and friendly bunch of people inside...thanx for the joy n laughter!
now there's 6 long weeks of holidays for me! waha...working + playing...hope it will be fulfiling =D
7th.
cherish. =)
now there's 6 long weeks of holidays for me! waha...working + playing...hope it will be fulfiling =D
7th.
cherish. =)
.feel it.
1:39 AM
1:39 AM
haiz missed ut today...kept runing to toilet instead...ew. im determined to recover by tml and turn up for school! ha.
anyway silly pig forgot bring hp out today and tats why im here now online in order to talk to him instead of sleeping...pig! nvm i don't feel like sleeping anymore anyway.
aiyah cant tink of anything more to add. shall update more when im well n alive again.
anyway silly pig forgot bring hp out today and tats why im here now online in order to talk to him instead of sleeping...pig! nvm i don't feel like sleeping anymore anyway.
aiyah cant tink of anything more to add. shall update more when im well n alive again.
.feel it.
10:23 AM
10:23 AM
