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Friday, August 04, 2006
today is a really hard day to pass. i really dont know if i should write all these down actually haha but guess i will really feel a bit better when i vent everything out.

mrs goh informed us that there is a phsyco around the few blks surrounding kumon luking around and using penknifes to hurt female's faces. i duno y but when i heard that i was scared. v v scared. when i waited alone late at night at the bustop i was so damn scared. i suddenly had the very strong urge to call you. at least talking to someone will make me feel better. but it makes me feel really sad to feel so weak. =l

anyway..went sakae today with moo and mich...but i didnt eat much so i was simply wasting $ waha. prob coz of all the gastric problem i was having last week bah. thx gals. thx wen for making sure im alright.

im glad u unblocked the gals. i do hope that one day i'll be able to c u online too. it still hurts a lot right now especially today. i had to try my best not to cry when i was waiting for 920 home today and i felt like such an idiot. the view at seletar today is beautiful but i felt like crying again. its getting harder for me to stop myself from trying or thinking of contacting u because i noe i will only make myself feel and look stupid if u didnt reply. i feel stupid right now typing all these down. but pretending to be happy everyday is tough. really tough. i want to be strong and i hate myself for being so weak right now. everyone says time heals everything. i do hope so. =)

tml will be a better day! =)


.feel it.

10:44 PM






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