ramdom thoughts.
sometimes i wonder if i have a sleeping disorder. coz no matter how much or how little i sleep, i feel tired. or after a long day i'll still lay wide awake when all i want is a good sleep.
urgh.
sometimes i wonder if im having slight depression too. waha.
ok anyways. nice dinner with my gals today.
shall upload pics next time if i get to scan them.
=)
im working tml...yays.
it suddenly hit me that its been 2 mths shan. time to wake up. =)
sometimes i wonder if i have a sleeping disorder. coz no matter how much or how little i sleep, i feel tired. or after a long day i'll still lay wide awake when all i want is a good sleep.
urgh.
sometimes i wonder if im having slight depression too. waha.
ok anyways. nice dinner with my gals today.
shall upload pics next time if i get to scan them.
=)
im working tml...yays.
it suddenly hit me that its been 2 mths shan. time to wake up. =)
.feel it.
11:50 PM
11:50 PM
skipped sch yesterday...a bit fustrated with myself for starting to skip sch so early...=l
i realised i really dont have much drive to go sch nowadays. motivations please!
currently facing a rather uneventful week..
i hope kumon will call me for more work like last week..waha.
i wana eat nice food, sing kbox, go shopping, do some kind of sports, catch a movie!
i realised i really dont have much drive to go sch nowadays. motivations please!
currently facing a rather uneventful week..
i hope kumon will call me for more work like last week..waha.
i wana eat nice food, sing kbox, go shopping, do some kind of sports, catch a movie!
.feel it.
1:59 PM
1:59 PM
1st day of sem 2.
i no longer have agnes with me in the same class...or rather anyone i know in the same class at all haha.
so far it's ok i guess...just 1st day only talked to my fellow teamates. hope to make more friends soon =)
after cls went town with moo and agnes. i discovered agnes love long john like me waha. walked fr begining to end and dead tired...moremore outings pls!
familiar stranger.
just how long will i take to forget everything? im so tired. i felt pretty fine until i saw u again. like after almost-going-to-be-2mths? im like stuck in a trap that i set up for myself. get better...go down again...get better...down again. fuck.
i no longer have agnes with me in the same class...or rather anyone i know in the same class at all haha.
so far it's ok i guess...just 1st day only talked to my fellow teamates. hope to make more friends soon =)
after cls went town with moo and agnes. i discovered agnes love long john like me waha. walked fr begining to end and dead tired...moremore outings pls!
familiar stranger.
just how long will i take to forget everything? im so tired. i felt pretty fine until i saw u again. like after almost-going-to-be-2mths? im like stuck in a trap that i set up for myself. get better...go down again...get better...down again. fuck.
.feel it.
12:10 AM
12:10 AM
oh well im here again! =) it's been raining like duno wat these days...good conditions for staying home and sleep my days away. waha.
yupyup so i went marina square with wen...she spent $$$ like a rich woman should while i stand by her and persuade her to buy even more stuffs...lol! pity didnt go over to suntac coz we met up late. oh yah and i fell in love with a puma jacket! think my next payday will go to that...forget about adidas now im choosing puma! hee.
its getting closer to sch reopening day...class gona be out v soon i think...*prays hard for a nice class*
its time for our zi lian photos again. waha:
k this is a bit out of point here but im so hooked onto the shows goong(princess hours) and wei xiao pasta! been watching them everynight til 3am? lol. im gona die if this habit carries on when sch reopens.
yupyup so i went marina square with wen...she spent $$$ like a rich woman should while i stand by her and persuade her to buy even more stuffs...lol! pity didnt go over to suntac coz we met up late. oh yah and i fell in love with a puma jacket! think my next payday will go to that...forget about adidas now im choosing puma! hee.
its getting closer to sch reopening day...class gona be out v soon i think...*prays hard for a nice class*
its time for our zi lian photos again. waha:
seriously i think my eyes look swollen in this shot ha.
classic failed shot. haha. our expressions =X
k this is a bit out of point here but im so hooked onto the shows goong(princess hours) and wei xiao pasta! been watching them everynight til 3am? lol. im gona die if this habit carries on when sch reopens.
.feel it.
11:36 PM
11:36 PM
the kumon dinner is today! haha err it was...ok lah. as i expected it was buffet dinner...the food was not bad actually =) . and mr goh was saying what next year try to bring us back to goodwood park hotel again like last last year. makes me really wonder if i'll even stay THAT long in the 1st place. waha.
pics pics...later karis gonna say i post the exect same pics as her...but nvm lah rite buddy? haha =D
pics pics...later karis gonna say i post the exect same pics as her...but nvm lah rite buddy? haha =D
this was taken some other night after work at 11pm+! *faints.
im glad i've gotten to know them better now...nice people =D
last sem's results were out today. was better than i expected...guess the damage during the last 2 uts due to my pathetic state of mind wasnt that bad afterall. or i was just plain lucky lah. ha.
.feel it.
11:57 PM
11:57 PM
kbox-ed with wen edmund kevin n calvin today. yup long time no see pals. didnt sing much actually haha. suddenly miss my sec sch life when talking to them. the fulfiling days.
so for the rest of the week im gona work and rot and rot and ROT.
so exciting. =l
sch gona reopen next thurs. it seems fast actually.
the days are still moving on fast no matter what happens.
will the process be faster if it didnt ended so badly?
i knew there will be questions asked today regarding my 'status'. haha.
it's nt that hard to answer afterall.
i hate it that im healing slow but im well on my way.
i dont find myself in a daze so much now.
i'll wake up one day feeling really light-hearted too.
=)
so for the rest of the week im gona work and rot and rot and ROT.
so exciting. =l
sch gona reopen next thurs. it seems fast actually.
the days are still moving on fast no matter what happens.
will the process be faster if it didnt ended so badly?
i knew there will be questions asked today regarding my 'status'. haha.
it's nt that hard to answer afterall.
i hate it that im healing slow but im well on my way.
i dont find myself in a daze so much now.
i'll wake up one day feeling really light-hearted too.
=)
.feel it.
1:23 AM
1:23 AM
u know u are having a bad day when firstly, ur wireless failed u again. secondly, u woke up the next day feeling super tired and then realised u overslept again. (but mich didnt mind haha thx) thirdly...u wasted $ on ur ez link card for like the 10th time because u are too used to using concession and then forget to tap ur card when alighting from the bus.
argh!
fourthly. well.
nvm. it doesnt matter anymore.
dont want, or afraid?
argh!
fourthly. well.
nvm. it doesnt matter anymore.
dont want, or afraid?
.feel it.
12:57 AM
12:57 AM
new blogskin...will change songs frequently. =)
work today was $#@#&^&** busy n annoying. i expect it to be worse after comm week. oh yah n theres a dinner by kumon next tues! but location= yewtee. wont expect much fr it then ha.
i dreamt. cant believe it.
=(
work today was $#@#&^&** busy n annoying. i expect it to be worse after comm week. oh yah n theres a dinner by kumon next tues! but location= yewtee. wont expect much fr it then ha.
i dreamt. cant believe it.
=(
.feel it.
12:57 AM
12:57 AM
i realise i blog pretty frequently nowadays! had quite a nice weekend.
spent a ton of $ on sat with wen. *faints. but i enjoyed myself a lot! waha. we eat shop did medicure eat again n drank...waha life of a rich girl...the only thing is im not rich. so for this coming week im gona eat air and work whenever i have the chance. lol. gona ask mrs goh to let me work on friday le. some pics are kinda blur...
spent a ton of $ on sat with wen. *faints. but i enjoyed myself a lot! waha. we eat shop did medicure eat again n drank...waha life of a rich girl...the only thing is im not rich. so for this coming week im gona eat air and work whenever i have the chance. lol. gona ask mrs goh to let me work on friday le. some pics are kinda blur...
her nails
mine
we went giraffe for dessert n drinks...ambience was nt bad...service was slow =l
nice brownie
today was family day ha. bro's gf nichole drove here so we all went to imm n shopped. then had dinner near bukit timah...had a lot of nice food like satay beehoon fried carrot cake mutton soup n fried kuay tiao lol...didnt have to pay a cent =D
talked a lot with wen over beer yest...all might be fine on the outside...but im weak inside too. very.
.feel it.
11:29 PM
11:29 PM
i like doing surveys...haha
Last Cigarette: nop i dun smoke =)
Last Alcoholic Drink: erm either henekien or some cocktail fr acid bar
Last Car Ride: taxi ride home after late movie
Last Good Cry: 25th aug i think.
Last Library Book: some ramdom book i dun remb
Last book bought: magazines counted? haha i-weekly then.
Last Book Read: same as above
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: snakes on the plane
Last Movie Rented: long time since i rented one
Last Cuss Word Uttered: erm, f***. haha.
Last Beverage Drank: soya bean milk
Last Food Consumed: dinner cooked by mum =D
Last Crush: nah~
Last Phone Call:eh the person fr taka who called me for a job i cant do =(
Last TV Show Watched: my lovely samsoon
Last Time Showered: haha 9pm+
Last Shoes Worn: sandals
Last Song Played: jia zhuang by jolin
Last Item Bought: chocolates i think
Last Download: some songs by f.i.r
Last Annoyance: not being able to work at taka coz of timing of work at kumon
Last Disappointment:not sure...pretty immuned to disappoinments by now.
Last Soda Drank: sprite
Last Thing Written: notes taken on the ce trip
Last Key Used: spacebar
Last Words Spoken:ok
Last Sleep:yesterday night
Last Ice Cream Eaten: coffee n chocolate flavoured ben&jerry fr billy bombers
Last Chair Sat In: sofa in living room
Last Webpage Visited: yahoo singapore
Last Cigarette: nop i dun smoke =)
Last Alcoholic Drink: erm either henekien or some cocktail fr acid bar
Last Car Ride: taxi ride home after late movie
Last Good Cry: 25th aug i think.
Last Library Book: some ramdom book i dun remb
Last book bought: magazines counted? haha i-weekly then.
Last Book Read: same as above
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: snakes on the plane
Last Movie Rented: long time since i rented one
Last Cuss Word Uttered: erm, f***. haha.
Last Beverage Drank: soya bean milk
Last Food Consumed: dinner cooked by mum =D
Last Crush: nah~
Last Phone Call:eh the person fr taka who called me for a job i cant do =(
Last TV Show Watched: my lovely samsoon
Last Time Showered: haha 9pm+
Last Shoes Worn: sandals
Last Song Played: jia zhuang by jolin
Last Item Bought: chocolates i think
Last Download: some songs by f.i.r
Last Annoyance: not being able to work at taka coz of timing of work at kumon
Last Disappointment:not sure...pretty immuned to disappoinments by now.
Last Soda Drank: sprite
Last Thing Written: notes taken on the ce trip
Last Key Used: spacebar
Last Words Spoken:ok
Last Sleep:yesterday night
Last Ice Cream Eaten: coffee n chocolate flavoured ben&jerry fr billy bombers
Last Chair Sat In: sofa in living room
Last Webpage Visited: yahoo singapore
.feel it.
12:07 AM
12:07 AM
